Popcorn in Flight

Today my wanderings brought me here, to these flowers scattered across the pavement.
By their shape, their color, and the way they floated in the air before settling on the ground, they looked like an orb of crispetas, pochoclo, or palomitas de maíz—what’s called popcorn in English.

A seed becomes a tree, blooms in spring, and in summer, with the heat, its flowers fall to nourish the earth… and also this existence. Somehow, those flowers stirred a memory and gave me a moment to be grateful and to understand that we, too, are children of corn.

In Colombia, during the power rationing era, we lived in a house with an aunt who was just as much a child as my brother and I were. While my mother and father worked, we fed ourselves, did our homework, and slept until dawn.

As children, we often forgot about keeping schedules or following routines. We knew, of course, the sound of the school bell that signaled a change of activity, but we didn’t manage time. Two hours could pass in a minute, and a fright could last a lifetime. Even now, the dimensions of time sometimes escape comprehension.

We would forget when it was time to eat. The power would simply go out, and in the darkness, we’d remember it was time for dinner. We didn’t have a gas stove or any appliances that worked without electricity. To avoid scolding, we would heat the pot with a candle and prepare our soups there. And we even dared to make popcorn.

My aunt would hide the pots so the adults wouldn’t discover the soot—our secret. One time, we were caught. They were surprised not only by our cleverness in hiding all traces, but also by our courage in cooking with fire. Without realizing it, we were doing pure physics experiments. Innocence and being out of sync with time allowed us to explore and learn.

When my parents separated and everything seemed unstable, popcorn was also a source of sustenance. We’d add sugar, salt, whatever we had. We were little scientists of flavors and moods—mixing, tasting, discovering.

Corn has always fascinated me. How can a single kernel expand to feed humans and animals, and turn into flour, arepas, tamales, lifelines? Long live popcorn, which, in the warmth of a candle, opens its wings to arrive here, blooming, leaping through memories…

The memories of that time are happy. I never felt like we were going hungry or had an unbalanced diet. For us, each day was like being in a great movie. What greater joy is there for a child than to eat something always associated with happiness? We played at tossing it into the air and catching it with our mouths. Getting it right was a celebration.

I don’t know if my mother intended it or if my aunt simply made it because it was the most fun. But that gesture became an anecdote with lasting meaning.

In many ways, I’ve been like that kernel—tiny, naïve, subtle… that upon contact with fire, dances, leaps, expands, and transforms into something wonderful, something that sustains and nourishes other lives.

Thank you, mother and aunt.
Thank you, flowers.
Thank you, corn.

Brachychiton belongs the family Sterculeaceae, and all the species are native to Australia.  

When the Elm tree forgot

When the Elm tree forgot

Not only humans sometimes forget our purpose, why we came to be on this earth, what fruits to give, and how to flourish.

Once I heard that in a field full of trees an Elm was disoriented. It saw that next to it a fragrant and colorful cherry tree flourished, and people came to visit that tree, to smell it, and contemplate it. It felt envious of that popularity. It wanted to be like the cherry tree, but no matter how hard it tried, every spring it never managed to blossom.

It tried a lot, it exerted itself so much that without realizing it, a group of birds took flight and went to eat at the plum tree in front of it. 

The birds gathered there, sang, and ate in that plum tree. What a beautiful congregation, sighed the Elm.

If I didn’t manage to blossom, I would love to bear fruit. To give something that would make many birds come to cheer me with their songs. But no matter how much it wanted, it didn’t bear fruit, and it missed the birds’ perching on its branches.

No one comes to eat because I don’t bear fruit, no one comes to smell me because I don’t give flowers, the Elm lamented in the seasons.

Perhaps I should be lighter, to be able to climb between walls and windows and thus decorate the houses and gardens inhabited by humans. It then stopped absorbing water, tried to hide from the sun so as not to become stronger. Languidly it wanted to penetrate between the walls, but no matter how hard it tried, it almost lost its roots, as it no longer had leaves or strength. In that convalescent state, it could feel the presence of an owl. A wise and sincere bird, who does not lose flight over trivial matters. “What has happened to you, strong and solid Elm? 

Where I always come to find refuge. Where the weary come to find serenity under your shade on hot days, where the birds come to rest after a long flight, where lovers come to be inspired. Where children lose their fear of climbing high.

You are an Elm tree, you won’t bloom like the cherry tree, nor bear fruit like the plum tree, nor climb like the vines; you have come to provide shade, shelter, and strength, because each one comes to offer what one intentionally likes to be.

Inspired by a story told on the psi.mammoliti podcast.

Phases of Camellia

Cameilla Bud
Camellia beginning to open
Camellia mostly open
Camellia in full bloom
Camellia Bush

Camellia belongs to the family Theaceae. They’re found in eastern and southern Asia, from the Himalayas east to Japan and Indonesia. While this plant is not native to my region, the Pacific Northwest, Western North America. It is a good friend to the PNW gardener. It’s ability to “plays well with others” and not dominate everything in the landscape gives it an A+ in my opinion! It’s content to share space with native ferns and Redwood sorrel. I’m sorry, I don’t know which species of Camellia this is.

Feel free to use any of these pictures for artistic inspiration. If you do, please comment with a link or email me. I would love to see it! Thank you!