Fernmire: Shadow of the Hawk

Fernmire Field 2021 – The hawks lived in the fir trees to the left. Neighbor’s field is on the other side.

For five year the Red-Tailed Hawk couple guarded mine and my neighbor’s fields. They kept my cherries and the baby birds of Robins, Junco, Towhees and Chickadees safe from the crows. They also kept the cherry tree safe from a traveling group of rock doves every year too. Occasionally the crows that lived at the end of the street would try to come down and mess with the hawks, only to be chased off. The hawk couple feasted on the field mice, the occasional adult robin, and the occasional small rabbit. Mostly though, the rabbits were left for the bobcats and coyote.

In the Spring of year six an eagle came through. I was in my home office enjoying the partly sunny day when I heard the hawks raise the alarm. Then I heard the bald eagle. I think at first the eagle was trying to go for the hawk chicks or eggs. The nest was near the top of a 150ft high Douglas fir tree. In the time it took me to run down the stairs slip on my shoes and run out the door the eagle had taken female hawk and carried her off.

I’m the kind of person who is careful not to anthropomorphize wild animals with human emotions. How they move about the world doesn’t have to relate to how humans do, they are unto themselves. I can tell you that the male hawk grieved in his own way.  He stayed close to me for weeks every time I was outside going so far as to awkwardly hop along the low branches as I took my dog for walks up and down the street.

It didn’t feel right to take a picture of a grieving friend. That this image came out low-quality seems appropriate. Taken June 2018 when he was still a Juvenile.

At the start of year seven and he found a new mate. She surveyed the land and decided that this was not where she wanted to build their nest. They moved over to a stand of Douglas firs over to the open meadow one street over on the far side of that cul de sac. The male hawk would still come to visit sometimes spanning the out perimeter of his territory to swoop by and let me know he was still around. They were infrequent but appreciated.

Then an official looking letter arrived in the mail announcing a new development coming to the neighbor, nine new luxury homes on the nine-acre plot over on the far side of the cul de sac behind me. There would be a retention pond to satisfy the requirements of an environmental impact assessment. On paper it didn’t sound so bad. One fancy house per roughly one acre, minus a few feet each for the retention pond. I didn’t fight it. I didn’t want to be a NIMBY (Not In My Backyard.) Having worked for local government I know they’re required by the state to provide a percentage of new housing each year. The reasoning behind the mandate sounded fair enough; no one city should be forced to provide all the new housing in the state. It’s calculated by some formula based on the percentage of existing city population, jobs, and other data. There is no deny that my city 15 miles outside of Seattle is growing as people flee the inner city.

I know there are better ways, but politicians don’t like complicated muti-level strategies for complicated multi-level problems. It’s hard to win an election with a five-paragraph vision statement. It’s hard to boil down the essence of it into a catchy five words or less campaign slogan.

They started cutting down all the trees in October 2021. Not just all the trees on the nine-acre lot but all the along the road leading to it. A hundred-yard scar. It took those trees 80 to 150 years to get as big as they were, and I know they will be replaced with grass and generic landscaping plants purchased by the dozens. The endless rows of arbor vitae around here make my right eye twitch with rage.

Red-Tailed Hawk Couple, 2021 – Hawk friend on the left as a full adult male, 2nd mate on the right.

The hawks came back here for awhile and feasted on the field mice once again. The constant drone of the earth movers permeated the air and ground as they rumbled to flatten the land. After several days of feasting the hawks left to find a quieter place and I don’t know if I’ll ever see my friend again.

This is the first Spring without their watchful eyes. The crows have come, one in particular, the one I’ve never liked. It likes to torture things. It’s one thing to kill to live, but some animals like to play with their food before they kill it. It’s a facet of nature struggle to tolerate. My attitude towards crows, domestic house cats, Killer Whales (aka Orcas) and hyenas is muted because of it. I’m human, I have opinions.

So this crow was watching and then one day it went around and ate all of the baby birds and eggs of all the nests I knew to be around me. At first, I tried to scare it off, then I put the dog outside to do it for me, but the crow is smart. It knew there was nothing me or the dog could do about it’s raid. One by one each nest was destroyed. I’ve watched this crow scare rabbits into the path of oncoming cars. Just this Wednesday my spouse and I watched as the coyote was about to miss the opportunity for a rabbit, but then the crow swooped down and kept swooping at the rabbit. The coyote stopped to watch. It was clear to us that the crow was trying to scare the rabbit in the direction of the coyote. This isn’t because the crow is concerned about how skinny the mange-infested coyote is, it only wants to use the coyote as a tool to get the rabbit. Sometimes, certain animals can be “stressed to death” rabbits and chickens in particular. I’ve seen a crow do this to a baby bunny before.

The commotion caught the attention of our dog who started barking. The coyote decided not to participate in the crow’s scheme. This is what it means to be a keystone species for an ecosystem. The hawks only take the mice and the occasional adult bird or a rabbit. The crow kills the eggs and baby birds before they can mate, denying any potential for replacement value. During the heyday of the hawks there was one morning I counted nineteen Robins in the field! Now the Robin count averages around five or six. The nest raids started last year when my hawk friend could only occasionally fly by. Now the crow has no true competitor except other crows wanting a piece of the action.

I can’t completely restore the balance that the hawks once provided, but I can do something. I am not just a passive observer of this micro-ecosystem; I’m integral part of it. Humans influence everything around them even when they try not to. Think about your own sphere of influence within own micro-ecosystem(s).

It’s time to build some birdhouse to counterbalance. Give the eggs and baby birds a fighting chance. It might be their fate in life to be food for something, but it doesn’t have to be today. I’ve been trying to build a better nesting layer into my landscape for years, but it takes so long for these shrubs to grow bushy enough to offer the protection the smaller birds need. Maybe by the time the nesting boxes are rotted away the bushes will be ready.

Thank you for reading, Nature-Led Friends!

If this post had a soundtrack: Fleetwood Mac – Landslide


Red-tailed Hawk Overview, All About Birds, Cornell Lab of Ornithology

Bald Eagle Overview, All About Birds, Cornell Lab of Ornithology

American Crow Overview, All About Birds, Cornell Lab of Ornithology

(The Cornell Lab is one of my favorite organizations that I try to donate to annually. Their website is a valuable resource, and they don’t spam my email with donation requests.)

21 thoughts on “Fernmire: Shadow of the Hawk

    1. Thank you, Mary. At some point I hope to pull together a series of progression photos. I’m often too busy working to stop and take pictures. I’m always very self-critical of all I think I should be doing.

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    2. Dear Melanie and Mary,

      I wonder whether the two of you are related, given that you have the same surname.

      Thank you, Melanie, for featuring my avian colleagues, the Red-Tailed Hawks, so commendably through the fruitful results of bird-watching in conjunction with photography as well as your love of Nature and wildlife.

      Wishing both of you a wonderfully productive weekend doing or enjoying whatever that satisfies you the most!

      Happy June to you! May your days and nights in June be even more satisfying!

      Yours sincerely,

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  1. It’s all connected. There are too many humans. When I was young there was a lot of talk about zero population growth, but no one mentions it any more. There’s a need for housing, but I’ve lived and raised children in apartments for most of my life. There is just not enough land for every human to demand a piece of it for themselves. Not when there are so many people. The earth can’t support it. (K)

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    1. The other part of it is keeping the city cores vibrant and affordable. There is dead space in the cities that could be smartly designed to meet a variety of needs. Mixed-use spaces infused with nature to help maintain a sense of privacy and dampen noise, cool the ambient air temperature etc.

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      1. That’s true. New York of course has its major parks, but there are also community gardens and many green roofs sprouting up. And most streets have trees. You can feel them breathing life into the air when they green in spring. Affordable…that’s a whole other issue. But from what I hear from my friends all over the country, even rural areas are not affordable now. And the suburbs have always been bad in that respect. It’s a huge problem. The city has gone from easily affordable in the 70s, when I moved here, to “you have to be lucky” now.

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      2. But also areas outside the city have traditionally resisted apartments. They are afraid people they don’t like, who can more easily afford them than a house, will move in. So they pass zoning laws to forbid them.

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      3. True. I see that where I live. They say the apartment buildings will ruin the “small town” feel, but I think we have to find a balance somewhere in the middle because only providing one type of housing (especially at a high price point) amount to redlining.

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      4. There’s too many people now to talk about “small towns”. I think if the earth is to survive, it needs to address population as well as climate change. They are related and intertwined.

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  2. Crows can be very intelligent – as can humans – and like humans, their intelligence can lead to destruction, bullying, and torture for ‘entertainment’. I hope your hawk friends have kids who grow up and move back in to the old family nesting ground and see off that crow. Until then, hopefully those birdboxes in Fernmire will work (I spy two or three in the first photo, I think).

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    1. Hello IDV! I only have one good birdhouse. Hopefully that little chickadee family will continue to thrive when the babies fledge. It’s true what you say about crows and humans. I’m trying not to hold a grudge against this particular crow, but it’s not my friend.

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  3. Hi Melanie, What an interesting timeline of events and description of how easily the ecosystem can be changed. I think this story is a perfect example of the interconnectedness of all life and how ever action has a reaction. Sometimes the reactions can be small while other times they can change the direction of species. Thanks for sharing this!

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      1. Yes, There is so much truth to that. Finding the balance between the books and the outdoor time is so important. There is a Buddhist saying that suggests that you must balance your study with your practice so that you can balance your “being” with your “doing”. I think that concept definitely has merit in the world of nature connection.

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